Such also is the natural history of calamity. The changes which break up at
short intervals the prosperity of men are advertisements of a nature whose law
is growth. Every soul is by this intrinsic necessity quitting its whole system
of things, its friends and home and laws and faith, as the shell-fish crawls out
of its beautiful but stony case, because it no longer admits of its growth, and
slowly forms a new house. In proportion to the vigor of the individual these
revolutions are frequent, until in some happier mind they are incessant and all
worldly relations hang very loosely about him, becoming as it were a transparent
fluid membrane through which the living form is seen, and not, as in most men,
an indurated heterogeneous fabric of many dates and of no settled character, in
which the man is imprisoned. Then there can be enlargement, and the man of
to-day scarcely recognizes the man of yesterday. And such should be the outward
biography of man in time, a putting off of dead circumstances day by day, as he
renews his raiment day by day. But to us, in our lapsed estate, resting, not
advancing, resisting, not cooperating with the divine expansion, this growth
comes by shocks.
We cannot part with our friends. We cannot let our angels go. We do not see that
they only go out that archangels may come in. We are idolaters of the old. We do
not believe in the riches of the soul, in its proper eternity and omnipresence.
We do not believe there is any force in to-day to rival or recreate that
beautiful yesterday. We linger in the ruins of the old tent where once we had
bread and shelter and organs, nor believe that the spirit can feed, cover, and
nerve us again. We cannot again find aught so dear, so sweet, so graceful. But
we sit and weep in vain. The voice of the Almighty saith, 'Up and onward for
evermore!' We cannot stay amid the ruins. Neither will we rely on the new; and
so we walk ever with reverted eyes, like those monsters who look backwards.
And yet the compensations of calamity are made apparent to the understanding
also, after long intervals of time. A fever, a mutilation, a cruel
disappointment, a loss of wealth, a loss of friends, seems at the moment unpaid
loss, and unpayable. But the sure years reveal the deep remedial force that
underlies all facts. The death of a dear friend, wife, brother, lover, which
seemed nothing but privation, somewhat later assumes the aspect of a guide or
genius; for it commonly operates revolutions in our way of life, terminates an
epoch of infancy or of youth which was waiting to be closed, breaks up a wonted
occupation, or a household, or style of living, and allows the formation of new
ones more friendly to the growth of character. It permits or constrains the
formation of new acquaintances and the reception of new influences that prove of
the first importance to the next years; and the man or woman who would have
remained a sunny garden-flower, with no room for its roots and too much sunshine
for its head, by the falling of the walls and the neglect of the gardener is
made the banian of the forest, yielding shade and fruit to wide neighborhoods of
men.
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